Recently, I have read different stories on people and children who are suffering from a terminal illness. It reminded me of how fragile life is and how much we take things for granted. Their stories have inspired me to try to focus on the positives of each day as if it were my last. (more…)
Lately I have been feeling extremely vulnerable and insecure. I’m sure part of it is due to the BPD. I just feel like I’m stuck in a never ending circle. (more…)
I’m supposed to start DBT (Dialectical Behavioral Therapy) next year. It is extremely terrifying to me… (more…)
Many times in life, we face trauma, heartaches, and tribulations. We all have experienced this. It often leads to a feeling of having a “hole” in our lives or heart. (more…)
Assisted suicide… It’s not simply taking your own life, but being medically euthanized. (more…)
I have suffered from daily suicidal thoughts for the past 18 years.
I don’t want death; that would be the absence of life. I don’t want to be in a comma; life would continue without me. I want time to stop. Tomorrow would not come. Time would just stay in this exact moment.
I could rest. I could just enjoy my surroundings. I could forget all the struggles I will face, all the effort I will have to put in for progress. My mind could go blank. Stress and anxiety would melt away.
I could just breathe.